Losted

Losted

i took up a gamble on a relationship, but it seems that i have lost.
Overseas relationships are always hard to maintain. It needs the understanding of both parties to be able to hold on. Doubts which are not clarified will only create more doubts and will eventually cause unhappiness and misunderstanding. i have tried and talked all i can but i still cannot change her mind. After going through so much and doing so much. i am tired...........losted my faith...........losted my heart...........the only thing i can do now is to wait................

dear... 也许你我也只剩等待，如果我说我明白你的痛。。我却无能为力。。我真的无能为力。。

从来没想过。。我有离开的勇气。。但今天的我还是选择一个人。

就算再也碰不到第二个比你更好的。。
我也不能再说“抱歉”，不能再说“也许”，不能再说“可不可以”。。。

我只可以带着我自己。。保重我自己。。

祈祷一切不会太糟。。